A New Beginning

When I was a kid, I saw an angel was falling from the sky. At first, I thought it was a bird (a white bird with beautiful eyes), but I was wrong. She fell down from the sky not with such a high speed (like plane or stone), but rather slow (like gliding or feather). Until she reached earth, she stood in front of me and gave me a smile, like she knew before. Well that was ten years ago, now I think that story was just my dream (I usually have daydream and it's not the common dream like everybody have). Everyone thinks, "Angels" only live in fairy tale or in another world. In my case, I don't know what to believe, was it true or only a daydream. The answer is maybe I can find it deep down in my heart.

This is where the story begin. In the journey of finding the answer, I've spent all my youth with searching for the Angel or at least a girl that looks like the Angel and she can give me certain feelings. Feelings that I hope I'll never forget them. And the truth is, I've spent my youth for nothing, I never find the girl and never get to experience the feelings. Well, maybe this is the path that God gives me. But still, I regret it a litlle bit. So time goes by, day by day, month by month, and year by year. So, I reach the number 24 soon. What have I done? Nothing!!! I have done nothing for almost 24 years! Oh my God. I lack of praying, money, even love. What should I do? I can live with this condition no more. But what can I do? Only the time and the bottom of my heart can answer it.

My Second Bowling Game

My second bowling game was ended with the hurt in my left foot for three days.
Yup, itulah yang terjadi ketika gw main bowling sebanyak 4 game sama kakak2 gw, tanpa pemanasan (itu yg dibilangin temen2 gw). Maklum baru pertama nge post buat blog jadi bingung mau nulis apaan, jadi yg simpel2 aja dulu kali ya.
Kejadian tersebut berawal ketika gw pulang ke rumah sehabis kerja and main bilyar, lumayan tempatnya lumayan murah. Eh pas nyampe rumah, kakak gw bilang ntar malem main bilyar ama nonton Fantastic Four begitu rencananya. Langsung aja istirahat dulu sebentar and siap buat berangkat. (Maklum semangat soalnya kirain dibayarin, nggak taunya????). Sampai di arena bowling, langsung aja istrinya kakak gw bilang main yang open (bebas berapa game terserah tergantung siapnya duit). Langsung deh kita main. Eh ternyata permainan yg selalu gw bilang gampang ini ternyata susah juga lho, ada beberapa tehnik baik cara melangkah, kuda2, ataupun cara melempar. Nggak mungkin dong bisa semuanya gw kuasain jadi gw mainnya cuman asal2an aja. Pertama sih emang kebanyakan dapet poinnya G (Mungkin kalo di Indonesia itu artinya Got (alias masuk pinggiran and nggak kena pinnya sama sekali) kali ya, tapi di layar tulisannya Gutter (apaan tuh?)). Lama kelamaan, eh ketemu juga ritmenya jadi makin asyik dong, tapi nggak pernah Strike tuh, apa karena keberatan bola (minimal 11 kilo yg ada di sana seharusnya kan paling enteng 8 kilo).
Setelah main emang nggak terasa sih sakitnya, eh pas keesokan paginya mau jalan napak pake kaki kiri sakit bgt gitu, jadi kalo jalan kayak orang abis di sunat gitu deh, temen gw malah bilang kayak abis disodomi (sial). Lumayan lho sampe tiga hari, malunya lebih besar dari rasa sakitnya. Tetapi dengan begitu gw jadi tau rasanya main bowling dengan intens. Udah gitu kakak gw malah ngajakin rutin mainnya abis dah duit. Hiks2 Tapi ku tak akan menyerah ayo semangat mbot. Cayo